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"Memento Mori"

What is the PRECIOUS thing you TREASURE most in your LIFE?

"Memento Mori" means:

Remember you are mortal...

Vita brevis breviter in brevi finietur,
Mors venit velociter quae neminem veretur,
Omnia mors perimit et nulli miseretur,

Ad mortem festinamus peccare desistamus.


Pagi Kembali

Kala pagi tersamar kabut

Sebentar lagi,
Terik itu tersibak tanpa pesona galau
dan ketika pelik kutitip surya,
sepi seperti beralur dalam gelombang pukau
Tanpa kata-kata, mata-mata terkesima
rasanya kemilau mengelupas senja
bolehkah pekat menggumpal suka tanpa selaksa?

Ketika elegi berbisik kata pesona indah...

Jika kuning seperti angin, dan biru — butiran debu
maka aku berdiri dalam memoar segumpal pasir
Tapi bukan fantasi melankolia,
atau lembut sepoi dahlia di udara
Rasanya tetes hujan cahya di bawah dekap pelangi
dan karang menantang beribu percik ombak menerjang
Melambai terhanyut harmoni,
dekap semu sedu sedan!

Pernah aku menitip salam,
berjalan gontai dalam malam
membalas kerlip bulan yang manja tertahan,
lalu pagi kembali...

Midnight of a Clown


Clutching into the mysteries
The frown’s dropped into the dark knees
“It’s not that Faust in fault!”

Screaming to the wind, like the roaring guillotine
The blood rushed into no face, my Lord,
like he has no wrath to fold
“It won’t fall! Fear not, think you’re all…God?”


And why would the smile just be on his?
Look at him closely, it doesn’t even fit
The silent gaze upon the fading moonlight
The preaching crowd, no, a wounding bond,
brought into eye of no justice
waiting in the end of line, the lost of right!

Listen not, my Lord, those blabbering mouth
but seems like thou ears are full of frauds

His laugh bears no joys, waits unknown
He’s the most whom suits to wear a crown!
“Why the long face then, o, friend of mine?
Just do what u’re told to, then it’ll all be fine!”

Thee hold no grudge, but,
Why the smiling?
The blade just rushed then to cut nothing…but sin
A purgatory feeling, such a bitter livin’ to grin